HE DIDN'T DESERVE THIS

yes your right! most guys dont know thier worst until they are mid 30s, which is where im at lol. Im JUST now standing up for myself, saying to myself and others, I dont need this...at all. And be comfortable with walking away at lots of opportunities with darkness around them :P

@TheRedKnight: I understand. As a sub 5 in SMV, your perception of yourself is formed in large part on how people treated you in your formative years. I had a sister who is very good looking and even she took opportunities to admonish and ridicule me. We are since estranged. I cannot remember one piece of life advice or life skill imparted to me by either parents. They took very good care of my sister. Showering her with money, 3 vehicles, tuition, rent, food. Even helping with her and her husband's home purchase; Right out of college! They rarely even communicated with me when I was overseas with the Navy. Never inquired on if I had a girlfriend or if I was interested in getting married. Being shunned by classmates just confirms the suspicions. Like you, it took me a Long time before I even knew it was okay to stand up for myself. I was sonoutnof touch with who I was, I didn't even know what I liked or preferred ro be able to make decisions. I was only able to think that I was glad to get whatever I was given. NownI understand being able to wall away from any one thing is a superpower. This only comes when youbare established and can rely on your skills independent of your current job and/or family. Sorry so long. Perhaps this was a cathartic release.

@sardonicsmile: yes what you have gone through is very common, sis is cute, sis gets everything NOW, but later after the divorce shes left to fend for herself. You upbringing is like....bud bundy in married with children, Kelly the sister got ALL the attention, but she was rotten on the inside. Bud honestly never recovered from his upbringing. I`m glad your not a bud bundy, I to am working on my life, but I`m currently working in security and changing careers into the tech field. So yeah :D cheers thanks for giving my channel a chance! how u like it here LOL XD