Gen X Had Terrible Childhoods

Yep... you bringing back memories bro. I think I made my peace in Death and with [Angel of] Death. You mentioned how we went through Hell... Yeah, some of us literally saw Hell. I remembered almost drowning in a creek and yeah, I did drown too with my mother. The current was too strong... pulled me under. Everything went red then black. Next I knew I was looking down at my mom doing CPR on me... the current that pulled me under spit me back out. Man, that was a cold ass twenty four hours... we never went to the hospital afterward. Glad I made the correct choice before when I was with the Goddess. She asked me to go back but offered to let me stay. She showed me my mom's future leading to her down fall and suicide or dangerous situation [she had not the will to live.] So, I came back with The Gods blessing... Sadly, I only feel alive when Death is nearby...

A lot of shit, some really dark shit is coming, but we are mot alone... I am not the first nor the last to experience Death, but I suspect The Gods have an army of us waiting silently, obediently.. "The Meek shall inherit the earth..." We shall lead them people like me I suspect... The Gods are always with us: The Gods are within us... our souls are pieces of them that allow us to perceive time... Well, back to work. Thanks for the distraction Angry...

I remember lawn darts: My cousins had some. I think you forgot making out in a cemetary cause you were bored and horny and do wasvyhevgirl with you or you chased rather followed a coven of young witches or you were weary at state parks because the fags taking over them state parks especially the public picnic tables to jizz all over them... and each other...oh yeah, the adult comics and porn we boys were able to find...porn that would make priests blush and turned nuns to zombie pussies fucking anything and everything... I remember those Reality Bites, Porky's, Clerks, Breakfast Club, Fight Club, Dream A Little Dream, etc...

Emotional regulation? WTF is that?

You should try being dead surrounded by complete Darkness a pitch black darker than black... Yet, Love found me as the Goddess drew me to Her... the whole vaginal being pushed in darkness towards the Light... Talk about eye opening experience. I did not even believe in a Goddess then... Yet Her Mercy and God El Elogim of Israel's Mercy was upon me...The Tree of Life Ashereh is real.