Facing my own death and other greatest fears in complete solitude..

I'm a lone wolf and prefer to distance from others to avoid betrayal and usury. Having a social life costs money which means spending money. That's how you lose at life. A lone wolf doesn't need fancy things like a cell phone to appease the normies terrible sense of consumer trend fashions.
If Pharmaceuticals, military drafts, war pride, and abortions are seen as acceptable normal behavior. Then suicide should be normal also. If I discover another man ends himself it doesn't shock me at all. I understand why they did. There's a reason why isekai genre fantasy worlds and Truck-kun are so popular.
The only thing I wonder about is what truly happens when we die? Nothingness and no further conciousness? That's fine with me. Isekai reincarnation?
The reality we live in is a lost cause I'm waiting for societal collapse or world military to show their true colors and exterminate the majority of us any day. Robots can do most human jobs for the rich so they don't need human slaves anymore.