always have an exit plan MGTOW

dude , practice speaking in a command voice. like they do in the military. it helps one retrain their vocal cords and mind to speak more forcibly and focused.

also if you are a introvert as you appear to be then i suggest you self teach yourself to become a copy writer / writer and also drop shipping. As a drop shipper you can work from any where and make enough to live on 1200-3500 a month easily. you can find plenty of free info on these careers at most torrent websites like piratebay.

check out blackhatworld.com

Need to speak a little louder. Difficult to hear you.