Aborting Fetish

I know how you feel, I did too when I started to understand the reality of the world, and see the psyche of people, especially women, I felt really bad, but on the other hand, it made me a better person and not be like them, and have a comfort in the bible, where it seems the bible is up to date for our time, and the more knowledge, the more calloused the mind becomes, and it helps to escape traps, and while i'm alive, i focus on learning what i like Look for Jesus Christ while you find him, and to look for him, you don't need to go to church, because even there it's contaminated.

Sorry my english