Never had friends...sexdoll update

Late to the conversation, but Irontech makes beautiful dolls, but they are notoriously prone to damage and breaking, especially if you get any mechanical options. Zelex is a highly regraded brand, though they have their own issues (reports of skeleton frailty have been noted publicly) they are also known for great aftercare. I HIGHLY recommend joining a forum if you haven't yet, as community and peer support is great insurance against defective dolls and defective sellers (even popular ones can screw you).

I feel you on socializing, but I come from a different angle. I could have access to people, but the trade off is too high, and people are content with being more like cattle in public. I crave the individual, the thinker, the introspective, and find bluster, facade, ignorance, and transaction.

As for your closing remark, I have looked into this extensively, and stewardship keeps coming to mind. There is no known sin for doll ownership, and even if there is in some convoluted and twisted way, we are forgiven by grace and not good works. We beat ourselves up too much on this idea of being good, but when he died on the cross, his blood was shed for the new convent that says that you and I, for all of our flaws, are his; that will never abandon or forsake us.

You must find your own way, but I believe that only in Jesus are we saved, and not in doing what we think is right.

be warned the the doll weight is real. 30kg is liftable but once you age it get harder to lift. also silicone dolls havve to be washed in the shower with soap (very mild soap) and war m water to rinse off dust and particles and dirt. the you have to wash off the soap with the showerhead. then you gotta dry her and once she is dried with a clean microfiber towel you have to wait for her to be sticky and then apply a bit of baby powder. notice i siad a little bit, so buy a make up brush, dip it in the baby powder, shake it off in the baby powder container and once it does not falls anymore you apply some and ou know it works since the doll is not sticky but soft. you have to do that every 2 weeks to prevent the dust buildup and penetration of dirt and stuff.
BTW NEVER EVER do RAW. You will get mold and mold has to be killed with hydrogen perixode 5min soak in the tunel, then rinse out with warm water and then with 1ml of BLEACH in the douche bottle filled with warm water and you let sit for 10 minutes.
You flush out the bleach with warm water until the smell of bleach is gone and you do the peroxide and bleach again. The peroxide and bleach should never touch or be mixed, always be rinsed out.
It happened to me since i was careless and some dolls have textures vaginal and anal tunnels so cum can stick the crevices and rot there.
Use a condom, it's still fun. and TPE dolls are technically less maintenance than silicone dolls since you can put them on a water proof tarp, put on oil all over their body and remove dirt and powder them later. Silicone have to be cleaned in a shower wich over time if you get weaker like me becomes difficult. if your health decline like me, i keep my dolls clothed on pillows on my bed at all times and i wash theirs tunnels on my bed with the soapy water that i use the douche bottle as in the shower but i put the micro fiber towels in the entrance of the tunnels so it absords all the water. it works.
i'm in a similar boat but i stopped chasing women once i got my doll and eventually i got a gf that was unstable and she left becaue she was sadly crazy. best sex ever worst relationship ever.
good luck.
You you wwan to get the hang of caring for a doll (you are enssentially "caring" for a person shaped object that is quadriplegic essentially) get a cheap doll that you know will break and see for the while it lasts how to clean it and use it. Cheap TPE heads can be found on aliexpress and temu, it is cheap and a good starting point. note TPE do NOT retain color well so al lthe make up fade away. Dark clothes or fabric will stain TPE dolls and skin so make them wear light clothes liike whaites and light blues.
i hope you have fun :)

"Never had friends..." - You have friends now...

I bought one of my dolls from thedollchannel.com and had a very good experience through them. Some other good places are: myrobotdoll.com and rosemarydoll.com

Here's the vendor TFM often recommends: the-doll-house.com

To ask lots of questions, a really good doll forum is:
https://dollforum.com/forum/

Ricky at thedollchannel.com is legit and a good guy. He could provide expert advice.