By His Side #ninnekah #chickasha #oklahoma #senoritabirdbrain

Afraid they had buried you deep,
Shadows still haunt my sleep.
What’s the matter, can’t you see?
I left you there, I was free.
You were gone, I walked away,
But here you stand, a ghost today.
Rumors of death, come and gone,
I’m still here and fighting on.
Like the lies you weave,
Faced the dark, I can’t believe.
You look at me with eyes that burn,
What did I miss, what did I learn?
You weren’t alone, never left his side,
Tell me now, who's the one that lied?
How did he escape chains that bind?
Three drug felonies, Feds never kind.
Agents were directing your state,
Showed him mercy, sealed my fate.
He was paid, a rat ran in the night,
Sold his soul and fitted him right.
Rumors of death, come and gone,
I’m still here and fighting on.
Like the lies you weave,
I faced the dark, I can’t believe.
Now he is just a ghost,
His handlers came and I lost the most.
Everyone in the end has a price,
When his suppliers found out
Rats groveling on your knees.
You both would have been shot
At 3am at Lake Burr-Cheee,
Cancer took him and my rage is raw,
Bent as Oklahoma’s police and law.
You weren't real, a shadow to chase,
Chick-ah-ashay’s Cee Eye, disgrace.
Now you know what shadows bring,
A game of death, I choose to sing.
My funeral postponed, I’m alive,
He is a pile of ashes, I survive.
Rumors of death, came and went
I’m alive with a weight you lent.
Tales like the lies you spin,
The shadows is where I begin.
Were never alone, never left his side,
Tell me now, who's the one that lied?
You never left his side
Never left his side