I loved God… but I wanted my old life back.

Wed, 25 Feb 2026 05:40:03 +0000

This is the part of following Jesus that people don’t always talk about.
The moments where you’re tired. The seasons where obedience feels heavy. The days when going back to your old life feels easier than pressing forward in faith. I’ve had those thoughts. I’ve felt that pull. But God met me in those seasons and showed me that discomfort isn’t punishment, it’s transformation. In this video, I share how I’ve wrestled with wanting to quit, what Scripture says about suffering, and how we remain in Christ when feelings try to lead us away.